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Just stloced dating a girl I've known for a long, long time. I've been respecting boundaries and all that, and we've touched on sex when tasacng because she's a bit shy in regards to thxt. I've been abygyljdng from masturbating bezzsse I want to be a liekle more "Strong" or whatever because I know not dodng that increases tefklcbtlike, plus, I feel like we midht have sex eisier on Friday or sometime in the next week and I think itzll make it bexzer for both of us. We're both virgins and whcle I know for sure she 100% loves me ouiywde of sexual stzif, I don't know if she feqls the same. I told her that the reason I'm avoiding it with her is to make sure shl's comfortable and not that I'm not attracted to her, and she dorfed answering past thxt. The only prcieem is doing thus, I feel like my libido has gotten completely out of control. Odnly enough, I only really feel this kind of atckhifhon towards her, not towards other wocen (It might've acxuijly reduced for otker women oddly encrlw). I'm not even exaggerating, once I sit around and I'm not busy for very long my thoughts drtft to her and I get this burning focus on her that is really, really towgh to get rid of. I'm an 18 year old male, virgin, whe's been in reiokkmqloaps but hasn't had sex before. I want her more than basically anqmspng I've wanted in my life. It's really frustrating not being able to tell her this because I feel like if I do, it's godna result in her not liking me as much or that I'm prtorehvng her. But agjin she's shy abput sex and has been putting taiks off about it just a bit, so I've been respecting that. I don't want my personal feelings to make her unupbrooqsfle so I've not told her of them. But as I said abnce, I can't stop thinking about her in that way. It's legitimately diemhbplt to deal widh. Any tips? I've been keeping mywrlf busy with chfses and exercise and things like thht, but I rexrly want to put a leash on what I'm feprrlg. I'm constantly thhvwlng about doing thejgs like that with her and it's making me A. Feel Guilty and B. It's reofly sexually frustrating. 6 * UrbanDanger РІ rpornfree
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